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Sunday, June 14, 2009
all i know is i'm going crazy. Lost WIthout You - Delta Goodrem I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes A little righteous and too proud I just want to find a way to compromise Cos I believe that we can work things out I thought I had all the answers never giving in But baby since you’ve gone I admit that I was wrong All I know is I’m lost without you I’m not gonna lie How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side If we ever say we’ll never be together and we ended with goodbye Don’t know what I’d do I’m lost without you I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I’m lost without you I keep trying to face the day I’m lost without you How my ever gonna get rid of these blues Baby I’m so lonely all the time Everywhere I go I get so confused You’re the only thing that’s on my mind Oh my bed's so cold at night and I miss you more each day Only you can make it right no I’m not too proud to say If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away Can’t stop the tears from running down my face 失眠 想起我不完美 你会不会 逃离我生命的范围 想著你的滋味 我会不会 把这个枕头 变得甜美 *想起白天的約会 忘了晚上的咖啡 只怕感情如潮水 远离我梦中的堡垒 *一个人失眠 全世界失眠 无辜的街灯 守候明天 幸福的失眠 只是因为害怕闭上眼 如何想你想到六点 如何爱你爱到终点 想起我的时候 你会不会 好像我一样 不能睡 想像你的曖昧 我会不会 数不到绵羊 一双一对 i will not seek. Thursday, June 11, 2009 i have a stubborn ulcer that healed but is now growing back even before the ulcer scar disappeared. but finally the nosebleed season is dying down, am not getting anymore in the mornings or at night. so shifu! lol even though you wont be seeing this, you dont have to give me ur power herbal medicine etc anymore! i remember last yr his power herbal pill healed my crater ulcer(record setting, according to people who saw it)! but it failed to cure ryan's, probably because he purposely, crazily, stubbornly rubbed salt into the wound(literally) while we were doing pw at yixiang's house last yr, even though i kept telling him it wouldnt work. i am lazy bum. i hope i will stick to my schedule. but my math is seriously dead. ahhhh! shen ah, jiu jiu wo ba! i need a power brain! been having lotsa moodswings lately. which is irritating, because i cant control them and i am bloody affected. need to stop the thousand thoughts swimming in my head, and all the irrelevant and useless feelings associated with them. i need a holiday. oh, the irony. it is the bloody holidays. you know what? i am so hopelessly into you i want to kill myself. the thing is, im not joking about feeling pathetic. Tuesday, June 02, 2009 it's the holidays. the string of concerts is over, and there goes all my commitments (and excuses to put off work). musicfest, perfect fifth, resonance. they make my jc2 term 2 so full of colours. even though it meant sacrificing going down for every single match support to redshirt, i guess it was worth it in the end. thanks to all who came to support me, especially the tsd people (: and also random people that i didnt expect to be at the concerts and contributed cheers for me. thanks! good job to other finalists for musicfest, guitar people and harmoc people as well! yall rock! with the sudden burst of freedom, i am kinda lost. i know i ought to give some attention to those books and notes i neglected for months. but even when reality's already kicked in, my body still refuses to listen to my brain. maybe my brain aint strong enough. hahah. also started to ponder on alot of stuff. academia, friendships, relationships, philosophy in general... all these thinking make me feel as if i haven't used my brain in a long time. been too caught up in the whirlwind of school. but ohwells. i dont have much time left to linger around useless things anymore. life is sad. am listening to tank's new album online. omg! i heart tank!!! <3<3 should i get the album? :( dang, why is my bday not coming. hahahah. meanwhile, nao's house tmr night to stayover. hurrah, we can spend the night bitching about junfeng who refuses to come cos he wanted to study. winner. |
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